Us.

We've got chemistry. You can deny it all you want but you know it.

Through all these nights prior to everything. You and Me.

History has embedded in my mind that one day, I would instead be saying " We had chemistry"- and I fear it. History has thought me to refrain from such thoughts at such early stages. It's going to destroy everything NOW. It's not good to anticipate. It keeps your mind off the NOW.

I love you.

And I know. I will scrutinize every part of your body with so much attention. One day. Im going to lay my hands on your white skin, your thin body, and someday, i'm going to be thinking of you for hours and hours- of what baffles me about you, about your confusing questions, and my problems with you.

Frankly, I know. That one day, I am going to do you. I am going to do you with such intensity and heart that no part of you will remain untouched. I am going to do you on the table, on the chair, everywhere.

I'm looking forward to it =)

Oh chemistry paper =D

Yes, we have chemistry.

On december 8 2009 =D

Then it's endless freedom =D

oh this doesn't apply for those with the chinese paper coz after "we had chemistry" it'll be "we have chinese"

hahaha oh ambiguity i love thee.

MK Ultra.

How much deception can you take? How many lies will you create? How much longer till you break?

Your mind's about to fall.

You're breaking through. You're breaking through.

We are losing control.

I like to see how your fickle mind change from your stands, by which you debate by with such conviction, such confidence. But don't you see that all your theories, all your rumours, and all your scandals are subject to what i say? How much I want to play with your fickle little heads. Go on, make fun of me, step into my life and just see how much you like being lost and clueless. But yet, you still never fail to throw a comment with such confidence that all you seem like is stupid. All you seem like is stupid to the omniscient. The one who knows everything. The one you want to be. Go on make fun of me. Go on. Because, in my mind, for every wrong impression you have, I scream the word STUPID.

Stay out of my life. I only open up to those important to me. And if it's not enough to say that, I guess I have to point out to your stupid little head that YOU are not important. You're just an irritating little dude. Back off. Maybe i have no right but please do from both parties.

On second thoughts, maybe you should carry on. I enjoy having my little sessions of amusement- of the very same enjoyment i feel when i watch people getting nutshots or falling down on youtube- every time i see you embarrass yourself.

Nutshot.

Red Crescent Society.

Aih imma gonna skip the wordy grievance and just remember the happy things =)

One common question. What's more important; Money or Health?

A simple scenario would be like.. would you spend your time to raise money for the needy, or to organize a health check and blood donation drive? Or to ensure the well being and health of others through the course of this deadly epidemic. Which would u do to help others? Which will be of more help?

That, of course is a predicament in the case of not being able of doing both.

That aside.

happy things happy things happy things. finally succeeded in uploading the slideshow =D

Aaaah success. It's a funny thing.

here it is.

I don't know about you guys but i can't seem to watch the embedded video. So here's the vid if u want can't watch it here.

I love RCS. Really much. No offence.

Rootless Tree.

Let me out, let me out, let me out

I slept at 7.

Gah.

I've gotta do something with this insomnia.

Seriously.

Fcuk youu..

One More Sad Song.

Tears shed, she's gone

It's 5.

I was just going through my Dashboard Confessional songs in search of a sad song.

I did the same for Coldplay.

Went through Pink Floyd yesterday.

Was about to go through The Beatles.

Was about to go through Athlete.

Death Cab for Cutie didn't have anything to offer.

Oasis was only sad for me.

Radiohead was sad. But nah they won't get it.

I was just going throu-

and then it struck me.

Bingo bingo bingo bingo bingo! =D

It wasn't any of the above. Something far deeper in my mind I don't even know how it came to crossing it.

Oh i love the Irish.

No not U2.

Not The Cranberries.

Something better.

I'm super happy that i've found my sad song =D

slide show i will pawn u.

Stay, Don't go away..

What if i love you? I've fought it and fought it but after all these while i just cant do it any longer.